Surrendering to mechanisation

Last year, my priorities were different. I wanted to be seen as this man that would do crazy sciensy stuff. I did managed to have a name in this uni. But with that, I have left most of my responsibilities aside.

When I learn something, I like understanding it. By that I mean knowing most of the reasons why something is something. Because of that I never get the best marks. But I know, and have shown knowing, how to apply these knowledge in real every-day life.

On my consciousness, this falls on one of the biggest sins that I have ever committed. But, I am happy that I did it. I'm one semester closer of being up-to-date with the curriculum.

But still there's that feeling of utter depression after my victory. And I haven't been able to take it from me.