I feel tired and empty
I am currently working in a project where I do 3D printing. Sadly, most of the prints have been nothing but failure. Apart from the constant failure that I am.
Problems
From Work
They want me to make the product in PET. Unlike ABS, PET doesn't un-layer mid print. But it need more temp and is still prone to temperature changes. Some other problems are:
- The printers are next to a window (idiotic mistake)
- The lab has a high influx of people (more people = more possibilities of someone fucking shit up)
- The lab also serves as a classroom (explains the 2nd item).
From Life
There is an emptiness that has been accompanying me ever since last year. I do feel happy from time to time, mostly when I am with the company of someone else. But I have to learn to be happy in solitude, with my own consciousness and the thousand of ideas that flow through my head every day.
What should I be doing to stop this circle?
I have no ideas for that.